For years, I was immersed in the business world. I built brands, coached entrepreneurs, and helped others achieve success. On the surface, it seemed like I was thriving, but deep down, I was stuck. I thought God was blessing me by building my business, but what I didn’t realize was that He wasn’t building my brand—He was building me.
And then came 2024, a year that shook everything I thought I knew.
The Year That Broke Me
It started with a car accident—a literal crash that mirrored the emotional and spiritual collisions happening in my life. From there, the challenges piled on: income streams dried up, friendships unraveled, my family experienced a massive blow-up, and, unbelievably, another horrific car incident in the midst of a hurricane. On top of it all, I was juggling clients who drained my energy, constantly demanding more while showing little gratitude.
The election season added another layer of emotional exhaustion, leaving me disheartened and disconnected. My own struggles with weight mirrored the instability I felt inside—on track one moment, spiraling the next. And just when I thought I couldn’t handle more, the final blow came with the sudden loss of my cousin.
For four days and nights, I sat by his side sleeping in the hospital as he transitioned—slowly yet suddenly. But even in the midst of his passing, there was a moment of hope. In his last days, he claimed his salvation—a moment many of us don’t get at the time of death. It was beautiful and haunting all at once. It got me thinking, If I died today, would my soul live forever with God?
That question lingered. The uncertainty of my answer sent me on a mission—not just to save my own soul, but to save the souls of all those who have been influenced, touched, inspired, or in community with me.
A Rebirth Through My Daughter
In the middle of all this, something remarkable happened. My daughter asked to be baptized, and in the summer of 2024, she made that commitment to God. Watching her step into her faith with boldness and curiosity felt like a rebirth for me, too.
Her hunger for God—staying up late reading her Bible, leading study sessions with her friends, and boldly asking questions about Scripture I couldn’t answer—convicted and inspired me. She reminded me of the beauty of fully walking with God, something I had been avoiding for years.
She was the light in a dark season, and God used her faith to reignite mine.
The Highs That Carried Me
While 2024 was marked by challenges, there were moments that gave me hope. My husband won his first bodybuilding show—a testament to his hard work and dedication. I celebrated 20 years since high school with friends who reminded me of where I started. And my best friend got engaged, a reminder that love and new beginnings are always possible.
Even in the hardest seasons, there are glimpses of joy, and for those, I am deeply grateful.
The Pivot I Didn’t See Coming
After everything I faced in 2024, I reached a point where I had to make a decision—a choice between staying in the middle or fully committing to God’s plan. This wasn’t just a business shift; it was a life shift. I finally stepped out of the middle—the space between God and the world—and surrendered completely.
It hasn’t been easy. Choosing God meant letting go of the audience I spent years building, walking away from opportunities and clients that no longer aligned with my values, and feeling out of touch with the trends I once relied on. At times, it felt like I was losing everything I had worked for.
But what I’ve realized is this: saving souls is worth so much more than staying connected to the world. I don’t need the approval of people when I already have the favor of God.
Where I’m Headed
2024 broke me, but it also rebuilt me. God stripped away everything that wasn’t serving His purpose and gave me a new direction, one that aligns fully with Him.
Now, as I look ahead, I’m excited—nervous, but excited. This pivot isn’t about building a business; it’s about building people and glorifying God. And if sharing my journey helps even one person leave the middle behind, then every challenge, every loss, and every obstacle was worth it.
Pivoting w. Faith,
Britney
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